Sorry, and thank you.
I think these are the only words which are appropriate right now.
The worst feeling in the world isn't having someone you love, not love you back. It's not knowing how you are going to survive the day. It's not even losing my freedom. It's watching my parents come to visit me every week, being separated by a single piece of glass, looking at them weep every single time they come and knowing that the reason they are feeling this way is all because of me. This is a promise I am making not only to myself, but to my family as well - that I am never going to put them or myself in that situation again.
I believe that everything happens for a reason, and actually thank God that this had to happen. This experience never pulled me down, but rather it fanned the flame in me to work doubly hard for my career. I want to prove to everyone that yes, maybe you can't change your current situation, but you are the one who decides how to react to it. I choose to take this in my stride and look at it from a positive point of view.
I honestly don't know how I could have made it through the past 6 months without Christ Jesus. I will be a living testimony that He is alive and working through me!
Even if the whole world gives up on me, I will never give up on myself. All I need now is the full support of my fans and supporters. I promise you that this is definitely only a one time thing, and that it will never happen again. I'm just glad that everything's over and that I can finally put this all behind me and never look back. When you've hit rock bottom, there's nowhere else to go but up.
To my family, fans, friends, Director Jack Neo, Irene Ang, my colleagues, and my boys - which is everyone who continually gave me support for the past months - I love every single one of you and promise to not disappoint you again.
I know it's going to be hard to earn the respect back from my fans, but trust me I will do it bit by bit. No words can express how much each and every single one of you means to me.
If what happened to me isn't a wake up call to everyone to stop doing drugs, I don't know what is. Here's to new beginnings.
