Music video out on YouTube and a little note:
Drunk sleeping in taxis is a song that I hold very close to my heart. It is about a fear I have of not being loved the same way when I’m seen at my worst by the people I love. It is about how I can get scared to be the one I don’t like and show the worst part of me… It is very easy to idealize you and like you at your best but when you’re drunk sleeping in taxis, irrational, crying for no reason, at your worst, would people still feel the same about you? I wrote it out and it healed me. People tend to see me as a very happy, positive, smiley person which reflects true parts of me but I have so many insecurities and flaws that I’m afraid to show and the worst part of me that I’m afraid to be. This song is an act of courage to choose to share this other vulnerable page of my life cause normalizing the human side of us over perfection is something I wish I can always do. I guess the lyrics speak for themselves and with this song I just spoke my truth on a 2am night when I couldn’t sleep, few days after a party that has gone wrong...
I hope it can speak to you. And thank you so much for sharing it❤️❤️🩹🥺😭
#DrunkSleepingInTaxis
同時也有2033部Youtube影片,追蹤數超過2萬的網紅椅子樂團 The Chairs,也在其Youtube影片中提到,窗外一遍又一遍重複的風景 總是好奇卻不夠勇敢看清 明知見一面少一面是時間的真理 卻又必須分離 宇宙會趨向混亂直到死亡 我努力抓住那把秩序的槳 但願能夠穩定地和你在這小路上 划出一道光 當終於雙手合十臣服於時代的巨浪 原來信仰是如此脆弱且易逝的呀 可親愛的你卻從未真正地離開我身旁 我們的地方是如此...
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HI HI TO ALL MY HAPPY ‘TAP” FAMILYYYY ❣️❣️❣️
I haven’t written to you all for such a long time and I do apologize so much for this. I don’t know how TIME FLIES the way it does!
I wanted to share some thoughts on this very momentous and memorable DAY in my life.. I am strolling into the BIG 6 ❤️ today!!! My BRAIN IS EMPTY!!
All I can think of is HOW GRATEFUL I am to the Universe, and to all of YOU, to my LOVING FAMILY, my INCREDIBLE FRIENDS… all this life has brought to me.. that our Planet is so beautiful and there is so much to be thankful and OPEN to.
After 60 years, chasing so many things, experiencing the excitement, ups and downs of almost all of life, months, weeks, days, minutes, seconds… and I realize, all I really desire and want, is a SIMPLE SMILE, WARMTH, UNDERSTANDING, A Heartwarming HUG, A phone call, or now, text to say HI… A Healthy and strong Body, LOTS & LOTS of LAUGHTER, CONNECTION, COMMUNICATION, LOVE, LOVE & LOVE. No matter what circumstances we run into, Rain, Thunder, Protests, Covid, it is absolutely possible to realize that ALL THINGS MUST PASS, and through the most difficult or most ravishing times, we can find comfort in holding the hands of those loving people around us. I know there is still so much more to learn while we are so BLESSED to be a VALUED GUEST on this Earth for such a fleeting moment. I feel I must keep on learning and evolving to be the BEST person I can be.
I realize that when we are born, we need so much love, feeding, nurturing, understanding, and a lot of HELP! When we get old, we need so much love, feeding, tolerance, patience, understanding, and a lot of HELP! There is no difference in the VALUE of each end of the stick. Just what we can do in between that will make ALL the difference and we all have a CHOICE in how we want to write our own, unique, wonderful, heartfelt STORY.
LIFE can be, and IS SO VERY BEAUTIFUL. The Beauty I used to understand doesn’t hold any meaning for me anymore.. The BEAUTY I HOLD TRUE is the LOVE & BEAUTY inside of ME and all the surroundings of the amazing Mother Nature. Each of us, is handcrafted so very intricately, to have all the same physical features, yet not a single one of us is a duplicate of another. We all have a brain to think, yet every single one of us does not think like any other. We ALL have a PATH, yet every one of our paths is different from each other. But we are ALL meticulously woven together, our lives, our actions are all intertwined. Every action we take, affects another. Every tree, every flower, mountain, sea, sky, clouds, animals, and all beloved creatures. We are the unique creatures, blessed with thinking, speaking & doing. I feel I must do everything I can to HONOR this special GIFT from Mother Nature. Beauty is DEEP & ROOTED & everywhere we look. I’m going to embrace everything PapaGOD & the Universe has given me.
I’m SO GRATEFUL for making it this far, in GOOD HEALTH, GOOD SPIRITS, GOOD MIND & BODY. Every day is a SURPRISE to me. Every moment is truly a BLESSING and ever so sacred. I will continue to live each BLESSED day with an open heart, open mind, and open SPIRIT. I will live each day as HIGH as I can go, no matter how low I feel. I will enjoy growing old GRACEFULLY, and make a conscious effort to do and BE the BEST I can be EACH SINGLE DAY, CHERISH & take care of it like a RARE and Beautiful JEWEL, which LIFE & our EARTH IS.
Today I spend with my LOVING FAMILY & MY FRIENDS. Well.. one loving Family is missing and in Mainland, now resting, but working VERY HARD! I’m so proud of Lam because we are so happy that he gets to SHARE his music with a WHOLE NEW GENERATION of wonderful, talented singers. It’s a GREAT BLESSING to sing with these enthusiastic Artists who can make a great difference in the world with their bellowing voices. I watch every episode with great anticipation and I hope you will too! All the Artists create their own Magic with each song & emotions!
I also would like to share with you my real and Authentic physical & Spiritual SELF!!! I just want to BE TOTALLY and ALL OF what is TRULY ME! I hope you all can accept me as I AM, white hair with my cutey wrinkles! Lam really enjoys it cos now I can keep him COMPANY & look like TWINS! I don’t know where my WHOLE self will go from here.. but I’m really going to look forward to all the natural progressions my mind and body will be taking.. just like Mother Nature.. she accepts all that comes to her and embraces it all…just as it is!
I wonder if I can remotely understand the meaning of life by now? I want to TAP (THINK ACTPOSITVE) at all times making others HAPPY & be HAPPY to see others HAPPY! I understand there is NO RIGHT or WRONG in any of our actions whether positive or negative, but only the divine consequences of those actions we choose. I feel we are BLESSED to be here with a DIVINE PURPOSE which is to help ourselves & each other. To preserve and maintain this amazing PLANET & EARTH. To evolve ourselves, & each generation, so they can pass the baton and also evolve the Earth! I also feel we are definitely NOT ALONE! NEVER! We are always in the SOOTHING, EMBRACING arms of the Divine Source Universe, and when we feel we don’t know where to turn, PapaGOD is ALWAYS there for us, ready to give us whatever we want in the deepest of our hearts with the utmost sincerity. Everything we receive is in its Divine Timing, and Divine Perfection.
With that.. HAPPYNESS & GREAT HEALTH TO ALL OF YOU FOREVER AND ALWAYS and LOVE YOURSELF as well as LOVE ALL THOSE and EVERYTHING AROUND YOU! BELIEVE ME.. ALL WE HAVE and NEED IS LOVE!!!!
MUAH MUAH MUAH with 60 YEARS OF BLESSINGS! YEHHHHHH!!!!
ALL MY LOVE!! SALLY!!!
PS. I had a great wonderful party with best of FRIENDS TONITE❣️❣️ Came home and took some selfies to shock all of U❣️❣️ My HAPPY DECADE HAPPY 6💜 GIRL (⁉️) look❣️❣️ CHEERS EVERYONE❣️❣️❣️🌹🌹🧚🏽♀️🧚🏽♀️🧚🏽♀️
HI HI 快樂的 “TAP” 大家庭 ❣️❣️
已經很久沒有給大家寫信了,對此我深表歉意。不知道時間怎麼就這樣過去了!
我想在生命中這個非常重要和難忘的日子和大家分享一些想法和感觸 —— 今天我悠然邁入了以6字開頭的歲月!! ❤️ 大腦一片空白!!
我所能想到的是對上天,對你們每一位,對親愛的家人,對不可思議的朋友們 —— 對生命所贈與我的這一切 —— 所懷有的深深感激。我們所生活的星球如此美麗,實在有太多太多需要去感謝、感激,去敞開心扉擁抱。
60年過去了,我也曾經追逐過很多,在每月每週每日每分每秒中,經歷了生命可能賦予的幾乎所有激動和起落,而如今我意識到,自己真正渴望和想要的,只是一個簡單的微笑,溫暖,理解,一個暖心的擁抱,一通電話,或者現在更流行的,問好的一條短信.. 一個健康強壯的身體,很多很多笑聲,連結,交流,愛,愛,以及,愛。無論我們遇到怎樣的狀況 —— 下雨、雷電、抗議、疫情,一直要謹記於心的是,無論如何,這一切終將過去;在最困難或最開心的時刻,我們都能握住身邊人的手,並從中找到最大的安慰或共鳴。能得此幸運,在如此短暫的一剎,來到地球做她的尊貴旅客,我知道還有太多東西需要學習,感覺自己必須不斷學習成長,才能成為最好的自己。
我也意識到,出生的時候,我們需要很多愛,需要被餵食物,需要關懷、滋養、理解,需要很多幫助!變老後,我們也需要很多愛,需要被餵食物,需要寬容、耐心、理解,需要很多幫助!人生兩端的價值,並沒有任何分別。只有在中間段,我們能選擇如何去書寫屬於自己的,獨特的,精彩的,發自內心的故事;而也正是在中間段所做的選擇,決定了我們會有怎樣的人生。
生活可以,也確實是非常美麗的。我曾經所理解的美,對於現時的我而言,已經沒有了當初的意義。現在,我所抱持的真正的美,是內心的愛與美,以及令人驚嘆的大自然所賦予的,環繞著我們的一切。每個人都好似複雜精緻的手工藝品,雖然有著相同的身體特徵,但沒有一個人是另一個人的複製品。我們都有大腦可以思考,但每個人和其他人想的都不同。我們都有要走的人生之路,但每個人的道路各不相同。然而,大家又被如此精心地連結在一起,彼此的生活和行為交織在一起。我們採取的每一個行動,都不可避免地影響著他人,甚至影響著每一棵樹,每一朵花;影響著山、海、天空、雲朵、動物,和所有其他可愛生靈。我們是獨一無二的存在,有福氣擁有思考、講話和行動的能力。所以我感覺自己必須盡所能去致敬和珍視這份來自自然的特殊禮物。美深深根植於我們目光所及的每處。我將擁抱上天和世界贈與我的一切。
我很感激人生走到了這裡,健康,精神,頭腦和身體都很好。每一天對我來說都是驚喜。每一刻都是充滿祝福和神聖的。我將繼續以開放的心靈、開放的思想和開放的精神去過好每一天。我會盡力去把每天過到最好,儘管有時候也會感覺低落。我將享受優雅地變老,有意識地努力在每天做到自己的最好,也成為最好的自己,珍惜和照顧匆匆而過的每日,好似它們是稀有又美麗的珠寶;而其實,生命和地球也的確如此。
今天我會和我愛的家人們和朋友們一起度過。對的,一位有愛家人不在這裡,他在內地,現在有空休息一下,但一直都在非常努力地工作! 我為Lam 感到驕傲,因為大家都非常開心他有機會同新一代如此出色、才華橫溢的年輕歌手們分享他的音樂。與這些富有激情的藝術家們一起唱歌是一種巨大的幸福;年輕一代的歌聲將給這個世界帶來改變。每一期節目我都有充滿期待地觀看,希望你們也會看!所有的藝術家們都在用每首歌和感情創造著自己的魔法!
我也想和你們分享真實的自我——外在與內在,容貌及心靈!!! 我只想做完完全全的,真正的自己!希望你們能夠接受這樣的我,白頭髮,和可愛的皺紋! Lam 很喜歡我這樣,因為現在我可以和他作伴,我們看上去像雙胞胎! 我不知道我的整個自我會從這裡走向何方,但對接下來身心將會經歷的所有自然旅程,我真心期待… 就好像大自然一樣,她接受並擁抱一切如它們本初的樣子!
我好奇自己現在是否可以算作大概開始理解人生的意義呢?我想做TAP (THINK ACTPOSITVE),隨時通過正面積極的思考和行動為他人帶去開心,而看到他人開心也會令我感到開心!我明白我們的任何行為,無論是積極或是消極的,都無關對錯;只是,不可避免的,選擇的行為都會帶來相應的結果。我感覺帶著神聖的目的來到這裡是一份福祉,而這個目的就是助人助己,是保護和維繫這個不可思議的星球,是持續進化發展自己和每一代人,這樣他們就可以繼續把進化地球的接力棒傳遞下去! 我也感覺到我們絕對不是孤獨的!從來都不是!我們一直都被上天撫慰著,擁抱在臂膀中。當感覺不知道如何走下去,上天總會在我們身邊,以最大的誠意給予我們內心深處最渴望的所有。我們得到的一切都有它神聖的時間表,都遵循著神聖的完美安排。
以上… 祝愿大家永遠幸福開心健康,愛自己,愛周圍的所有人,愛周圍的一切!相信我… 我們所擁有的和需要的一切,就是愛!!!!
MUAH MUAH MUAH with 60 YEARS OF BLESSINGS! YEHHHHH!!!!
ALL MY LOVE!! SALLY!!!
PS. 今晚我和最好的朋友們開了最棒的Party ❣️❣️❣️ 回到家後拍了幾張自拍,肯定會驚到你們 ❣️❣️❣️ 我的快樂第6個10年 💜 GIRL (⁉️) look❣️❣️❣️ 大家乾杯 ❣️❣️❣️🌹🌹🧚🏻♀️🧚🏻♀️🧚🏻♀️
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Enjoy Happiness Now
“Not that I speak in respect to lack, for I have learned in whatever state I am, to be content in it. I know how to be humbled, and I know also how to abound. In everything and in all things I have learned the secret both to be filled and to be hungry, both to abound and to be in need. I can do all things through Christ, who strengthens me.” (Philippians 4:11-13 WEB)
Don’t postpone your happiness to the future.
“When I am rich, I will be happy.” Really? King Solomon is by today’s standards a trillionaire and he was not happy. Read about it in the Book of Ecclesiastes. He indulged in every worldly comfort and pleasure possible, and yet he concluded that it was all vanity of vanities, grasping after the wind.
Happiness is not about being rich or poor. It is about having Christ in you and with you.
“This is eternal life, that they should know you, the only true God, and him whom you sent, Jesus Christ.” (John 17:3 WEB)
As a believer, you know God not as a distant person, but a good Father who loves you and is on your side. To the world who does not know Him, He is still the Judge who punishes the wicked. They do not have the kind of relationship that we enjoy with Him.
Start enjoying your relationship with Abba God, Jesus, and the Holy Spirit today. You can pray, and God will show you amazing truths, advice for the future, and help you with whatever you need.
A life without God is an empty life, like always eating but never being able to satisfy that hunger.
When you have Jesus as Lord, you have the Bread of Life, the living bread from Heaven to feed on. His words in the Scriptures, the Lord’s Supper, are true food that nourish you in many ways.
Perhaps happiness is having an unlimited supply of this heavenly food, so that your spiritual hunger is satisfied!
If you want to know God’s heart for you, you can study the 37 recorded miracles of Jesus Christ in “Messiah’s Miracles”. As we look at each of the miracles that were recorded in the four gospels, you will know Abba God better by seeing what Jesus does. Jesus did nothing without first seeing His Father do it—they have the same nature and work perfectly in sync. This is a read that I’m sure you will enjoy: https://bit.ly/messiahs-miracles
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窗外一遍又一遍重複的風景
總是好奇卻不夠勇敢看清
明知見一面少一面是時間的真理
卻又必須分離
宇宙會趨向混亂直到死亡
我努力抓住那把秩序的槳
但願能夠穩定地和你在這小路上
划出一道光
當終於雙手合十臣服於時代的巨浪
原來信仰是如此脆弱且易逝的呀
可親愛的你卻從未真正地離開我身旁
我們的地方是如此穩固如此的堅強
途中短暫停靠的美麗的人哪
多渴望你們留在我的枝枒
但每個生命終究都有自己的計劃
我無從解答
當終於雙手合十臣服於時代的巨浪
原來信仰是如此脆弱且易逝的呀
可親愛的你卻從未真正地離開我身旁
我們的地方是如此穩固如此堅強
原來信仰是如此脆弱且易逝的呀
我們的地方是如此穩固如此的堅強
The scenery outside the window repeats again and again
I'm always curious but never brave enough to see it through
Knowing that the time we meet each other will only be less and less
Still we have to be parted
The universe tends to be chaotic until its death
I try the best I can to hold the paddle of my order
Wish I could be with you stably along the way
Illuminating the darkness while we’re rowing
When I finally surrender to the billow of the time
I come to realize how fragile our belief can be as it vanishes
But my dearest friend, you never leave me and are always by my side
How firm and steady our place is
You, beautiful people who make a brief stop at my station
How I desire that you’d stay on my branches
However every life has its own plans
And there's no way I'll be able to know the answer to them
When I finally surrender to the billow of the time
I come to realize how fragile our belief can be as it vanishes
But my dearest friend, you never leave me and are always by my side
How firm and steady our place is
作詞 |裘詠靖
作曲 |裘詠靖
製作人|黃榮毅
編曲|椅子樂團
錄音|邢銅 @ 55 TEC Studio
混音|Andy Baker @Yuchen Studio
母帶後期|Andy Baker @Yuchen Studio
封面設計|Fuling Chang Illustrations / 章芙菱
still life 在 noovy Youtube 的最讚貼文
noovy 療癒創作《Before We Die》音樂故事 — 上集
「在末日的餘暉中尋找亮光」
「終わりの残照に 光を集め」
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♬ 數位平台收聽 ➔ https://noovy.lnk.to/BWD
♬ 訂閱 noovy 頻道 ➔ https://pse.is/noovy
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・Song Lyrics・
時間
讓我們都放棄實現
到頭來還是沒搞懂怎樣算是欺騙
紀念
不知又過去了幾年
會不會不能再逞強已經到了極限
Baby let me hold you
Baby let me hold you tight
就讓我脆弱一天
就軟弱一遍 oh no
Baby let me hold you
Baby let me hold you tight
給自己一點點時間耍賴
一小節空拍
Live for your life
Your life
Before we die
Before we die
實現
以為只要花點時間
哀莫大於心死怎會變得那麼遙遠
是非
模糊得就像是曖昧
是不是還能再逞強已經都無所謂
Baby let me hold you
Baby let me hold you tight
就讓我脆弱一天
就軟弱一遍 oh no
Baby let me hold you
Baby let me hold you tight
給自己一點點時間耍賴
一小節空拍
Live for your life
Your life
Before we die
Before we die
・Song Credit・
詞 Lyricist/曲 Composer|noovy / 李百罡 Li Bai-Gang
製作人 Producer|李百罡 Li Bai-Gang
編曲 Arrangement|noovy / 伯璋 Lance Lin / 李百罡 Li Bai-Gang
配唱製作人 Vocal Producer|李百罡 Li Bai-Gang
和聲編寫 Backing Vocal Arrangement|Shawn楊尚融 / 李百罡 Li Bai-Gang
和聲 Backing Vocals|noovy / 善淳 Shan-Chun
木吉他/電吉他 Guitars|JK商鈞
Bass|Jacob羅加多
Drums & Percussions|Mark王冠翔
錄音工程師 Recording Engineer|徐振程 Jason Hsu
錄音室 Recording Studio|玉成戲院錄音室 Yuchen Cinema Studio
混音師 Mixing Engineer|黃文萱 Ziya Huang
混音室 Mixing Studio|Purring Sound Studio
混音助理 Mixing Assistant|沈冠霖 SHENB
母帶製作人 Mastering Producer|李百罡 Li Bai-Gang
母帶工程師 Mastering Engineer|Randy Merrill@Sterling Sound
母帶錄音室 Mastering Studio|Sterling Sound Mastering Studio
・Video Credit・
發行 Published By|台灣索尼音樂娛樂股份有限公司 Sony Music Entertainment Taiwan Ltd.
藝人經紀公司 Artist Management |伊林娛樂股份有限公司 EELIN ENTERTAINMENT CO., LTD.
音樂經紀 Music Manager | 郭明惠 Rita Kuo / 陳立惠 Claire Chen
演藝經紀 Artist Manager | 沈愛芸 Aiyun Shen
企劃統籌 Marketing Supervisor | 徐立桀 Marco Hsu
企劃執行 Marketing | 李玟靜 Wenching Lee
動態記錄 Unit Videographer|Tommy
平面側拍 Unit Still Photographer|Tony
演員 Cast|王可元 Tommi Wang / 陳敬宣 Genie Chen / 陳科佑 Ke-you Chen / 惡代老師 HYM
導演 Director|蘇聖SuZan @我的檔期
製片 Producer|莎賓涂Sabrina Tu
製片助理 Producer Assistan|吳閃閃Shining Wu / 蕭海勤Hai-qin Xiao
攝影師 Photography|體育老師ZC @我的檔期
攝影大助 1st Camera Assistant|林川哲Chuan-zhe Lin
攝影二助 2ed Camera Assistant|林立哲Li-zhe Lin / 林耕德Geng-de Lin
燈光師 Gaffer|粘峻嘉Jun-jia Nian
燈光大助 Best Boy|蘇珀生Bo-sheng Su
燈光助理 2ed Lighting Assistant|廖孟晉Meng-jin Liao / 陳天韋Tian-wei Chen / 王浩權Hao-quan Wang
美術 Art Director|惡代老師HYN
執行美術 Production Executive|黃弘輝Hong-hui Huang
美術助理 Art Assistant|漆耀蓉Yao-rong Qi
妝髮/造型 Makeup Artist/Costume Designer|温怡真Yi-zhen Wen / 徐長威Chang-wei Xu / 李悅慈Yue-ci Li / 陳宣容Xuan-rong Chen / 林昱廷Yu-ting Lin
攝影器材 Camera Equipment Studio|星迹影像股份有限公司Star Trail Co., Ltd.
燈光器材 Lighting Equipment Studio|上京影業有限公司SG Film studio
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still life 在 Totoro The Cockatiel Youtube 的精選貼文
大家中秋節快樂!
之前在Totoro IG有提到過Totoro生病了。
媽媽其實在今年過年的時候就剪了影片想記錄這件事,
沒想到一拖就拖到現在了。
這幾天終於增增減減上字幕做出了這個影片,當作個小紀錄吧!
Totoro生病的來龍去脈紀錄如下(文章超級長XD)
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Totoro在去年10月底確診了腎衰竭。
他在去年9月底的時候先是精神不好,體重下降,水喝異常多,沒多久右腳莫名的腫起來,但是完全沒有外傷。
因為腫起的右腳有戴腳環,醫生和我們一開始都懷疑是不是在哪邊勾到拉扯到造成的,先做了基礎糞檢後吃藥觀察。
之後雖然他精神好轉了,但腳還是一直沒有好,甚至開始長出一顆小白點。
最後在醫生建議下做了抽血檢查,並對小白點做細針採樣。
結果出來,他的尿酸指數飆高到正常值的五倍多,小白點檢驗結果是尿酸的結晶,確診為腎衰竭。醫生說,看過這麼多玄鳳都很難看到一隻有這麼誇張的尿酸指數。
原來他的右腳無外傷莫名腫起,是尿酸堆積造成的痛風。
我們不停的想,是什麼原因造成的呢?
和醫生討論後,原因可能是因為他一直無法斷奶,主食一直以來都是靠人工餵鳥奶粉。而一般鳥奶粉是幼鳥用,蛋白質含量較高,長期下來對腎臟造成負擔。
他為什麼無法斷奶呢?
這個也是快五年以來一直困擾著我們的問題。他小時候一個月大左右,曾經生病不吃飯,體重只剩下瀕危的50幾克。那時媽媽先咬牙學著用軟管少量多餐灌食維持營養,甚至半夜都要爬起來餵,慢慢的讓他胖到70多克,精神體力也好很多。
當他看似恢復健康有精神,我們想讓他自己開始學吃時,卻發現他的體重會無法維持。每當掉到66克左右像是病鳥的體重,我們就不敢再繼續嘗試下去,而把奶量加回來,他的體重也才回升。
找了愛吃鬼同伴吃的津津有味給他看也沒用﹙望向咕嘰快100g的胸肌…﹚,只要我們想嘗試減量,他就會漸漸消瘦。
曾經看過醫生,檢查便便嗉囊無異常,詢問了這個狀況開怎麼處理。醫生說就只能盡量找方法讓他自己吃,但體重掉太誇張的話也只能再補奶。
Totoro一直以來除了這個問題之外,就是個活潑亂跳皮到不行的小鬼頭,所以我們在他約兩三歲的時候漸漸放棄了嘗試,現在非常後悔於自己的無知和短視。以前總想著,等有時間要來想辦法讓他斷奶,就算要我一顆一顆餵他也行。結果等有時間的時候已經來不及了。
一開始知道這個消息真的很崩潰,就像聽到作為我避風港的家人得到絕症般,每天看著他自責懊悔著。甚至跟老天許願,只要他多活一年,我就願意減一年性命給他。那陣子幾乎沒法好好做自己的事,只想照顧他,陪著他,心情跟著他的病況時好時壞的起伏著。
腎臟病是不可逆的,所以只能給他做支持治療,打輸液、吃降尿酸和止痛藥。
飲食方面醫生建議既然他自己沒法吃飽,就把幼鳥奶粉換成一般滋養丸,選擇蛋白質含量不要太高的打成粉泡給他吃。
前兩三個月我們幾乎每天跑醫院讓醫生給他打皮下輸液,因為他的指數雖然有下降,但還是一直沒有回到正常值之內。
看著他每次打完針腳濕濕毛亂亂的,心情很差的樣子,就會跟著很難過,
那陣子上網查了許多鳥類腎臟病的照護,隨著抽血結果不停調整尋找著適合他的飲食。
記得是在過年前左右,Totoro的指數第一次降到正常範圍內。
雖然是在及格邊緣,但還是超級開心。而我後來也跟醫生學了打輸液的方法,才大大減少了跑醫院的次數。
到現在Totoro維持著定期血檢,指數還是在邊緣上上下下的。我們根據血檢照醫生建議調整著輸液次數,也微調著飲食。
腎臟病很麻煩,給他太多營養怕他代謝不掉,但不給營養又不行,我們只能在中間小心翼翼地尋找著平衡點。
他的尿酸指數降下來後,血檢結果變成營養不良,我們嘗試著微量增加餵食濃度後尿酸又貌似會跟著增高。於是現在就維持著較低濃度的滋養丸奶,持續著每天的輸液和吃藥來達到不完全平衡但可以接受的狀態。
一方面也盡量讓他自己吃穀物,這隻雞上輩子大概是太上皇,一定要有人陪在旁邊才會願意自己吃,鳥奴們只好定時盯著他陪他吃飯。
他的精神活力現在大部份都還是很好,還是很愛磨屁屁,心情好的時候喜歡跳舞唱歌學狗叫。看著他狀況穩定,雖然血檢結果仍上上下下著,心也漸漸寬了下來。
他也讓我們學到,與其每天懊悔過去,擔心未來,珍惜現在擁有的每一刻才是最重要的。
Totoro,再來要去哪裡玩呢?
Totoro was diagnosed with kidney failure in last October, and he has gout thus his right foot is swelling.
We were nearly devastated when hearing about the news, and tried to think why he’ll have such a disease. Maybe it’s because he’d never really successfully weaning and were fed with baby parrot hand feed formula since he was born (That was a long story, he couldn’t sustain his light-already weight and eat by himself if we stop hand feeding him).
We’re having regular subcutaneous fluids and medicines to support his kidney function for almost one year until now.
Although his urid acid level is still lingering between normal and abnormal value, he is having rather stable condition in recent months, dancing and singing when he has a good mood.
The video was shoot after Totoro’s diagnosis.
Totoro teaches us that, it is better to cherish the moment we have than regret over past decision or worry what might happen in the future.
#玄鳳鸚鵡#鸚鵡腎衰竭#TotoroTheCockatiel
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