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Blog 3.

Why I deleted the Instagram app on my phone for 2 weeks

Confession: I think I'm not alone in that I have a love-hate relationship with social media, and insta for me is the worst - I lose track on how much time I waste on it. It’s amazing how one app can do so much to give me all sorts of emotions - inspired, educated, entertained, but also, sometimes, skeptical, insecure, and recently, downright depressed.

and so... some time last week, I decided I'm going to check myself out of that daily time-wasting routine. I knew it would be a temporary thing, but I needed to physically delete it for a bit. It wasn't too difficult because I also (very) recently became an aunt, a 舅母!! So right around when that happened, I decided I was going to take a break from Instagram for a while. I just really needed to breathe; and it has been SO nice, and also SO nice to have a beautiful little soul to adore during this time - it made me forget a lot of sad things for a moment, and it was amazing.

I don’t know about you, but for me, a new part of growing up that I am starting to love, is meeting new little members in the family or in friendship circles. Even when they’re not necessarily your own, something about the birth of a human being gives you a new kind of perspective, and a new appreciation for simplicity, and feelings of gratefulness and contentment in life as it is, seeing how beautiful and magical the world is again, from the eyes of a new born baby.

And then it is during moments like these, when you witness a new life coming to this world, that always reminds me of my mother. I wish I could still ask her stories about me as a baby... though she's also told me many 🙂

My mother did not grow up in very fortunate circumstances. Her family was a very humble family, and she was the neglected middle child of three girls. She was always underappreciated, always the one to take the blame, always the one that did things wrong. It didn't come easy for her. But she always told herself that she will love her children equally without biases, and she truly did. She became the most successful one amongst her siblings, and she was a really successful power woman, and my first and biggest inspiration.

But she was also a painter, a singer, a daring driver, and a chef. Where she’s from, she enjoyed a very starchy diet of dumplings, noodles and buns... and perhaps that’s why I have this weird obsession that fans know about, with 饅頭s. I got it from her - it was her favorite as a child, no sauce, just plain steamed. I also used to love the 餃子 dumplings she made, they were the best in the world!

She might not be around anymore, but her spirit lives within me and my family's hearts. And I look back upon our memories now with no sorrow but just joy and gratefulness. A lot of things she's told me, all the lessons, the values, I remember vividly still, and make up a lot of who I am today - Working hard to earn what you cherish and care about, being kind to people, understanding different perspectives, and always remembering the importance of family. From her, I learned how to give love unconditionally, forgiveness, and having a big heart. I may never be as selfless as her, but I guess it's a good thing in a way - I wish she took better care of herself. Perhaps if she placed a little bit more attention on herself... she would still be here. I just got too lucky to have a mother like her, and I wish I was there for her sooner, and learned to cherish her sooner.

I guess now as a new aunt, I have this rush of emotions that I cannot fully explain. The world is crazy right now, social media is crazy, the news is crazy... but I pray for similar things for baby niece that my late mother wished for me. Be happy and healthy, don't be spoiled. Be grateful, be kind, be generous. But, also, be able to receive love as much as give love. LISTEN TO YOUR MOMMY!

I am so grateful for the joy and light my baby niece brought me during these tumultuous times in the city, and I just want to focus on that for a little longer... Life is crazy, but for now, I just wanna choose simplicity, and faith.

Welcome to the world, little one! ❤️

And for everyone else, thank you for reading my long blogs, and reading till here. Please let me know what you'd like to hear my share about 🙂 in the mean time, choose love, and bring light. Till next time!

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#6สิ่งที่หมอเด็กคิดว่าตัวเองรู้ก่อนที่ตัวเองจะกลายเป็นแม่

1.#วันแรกที่พาลูกกลับบ้าน_เป็นวันที่แย่มากจริงๆ
จะด้วยฮอร์โมน หรืออะไรก็แล้วแต่ แต่หมอพบว่าตอนนั้น
สมองมัน blank จะให้ลูกนอนตรงไหน เรานอนตรงไหน สามีนอนตรงไหน...
Continue Reading#6สิ่งที่หมอเด็กคิดว่าตัวเองรู้ก่อนที่ตัวเองจะกลายเป็นแม่

1.#วันแรกที่พาลูกกลับบ้าน_เป็นวันที่แย่มากจริงๆ
Hormones or whatever. But the doctor found that it was then.
The brain is blank. Where do you sleep? Where do you sleep? Where do you sleep? Where do you sleep
How to breastfeed in the middle of the night? How to do it? (Surgical wound is hurt)
I remember sitting here crying... confused.
Why are you crying... Grandma is confused. Husband is confused.
Doctor thinks it's because of the thought
I'm a pediatric doctor. I can handle it
So it makes us careless
We never prepared a house preparation, a place to place.
And most importantly, we never prepared ourselves.
Even tho it's been so long...
I still remember my failures until now.

2.#การให้ลูกเข้าเต้าไม่ยาก_แต่มัน_โคตรยาก

Before having a baby.
The doctor also has to teach the mother who just gave birth to bring the baby in the breast.
Gotta get the right poses
Gotta let the kids eat when they start signaling hungry.
If you speak theoretically and teach the doctor mother well done.
No lack of defects.
But when I put my own baby in my boobs.
What is this... Kid keeps pushing. Smoking face to face crying for hours.
Finally, doctor has to choose between
Let the baby cry because she is hungry.
But stand up to get into boobs
Or to be full to establish trust in this world.
According to psychology, kids who have studied.
Whether it's a splendid or not patient or an excuse that I want you to be a child to trust the world.
The mist is becoming the mother of a full pump.
And since then the doctor never said the word
#It's not difficult with any mother again.
Doctors say it's difficult, but if you intend to do it, you can do it. Smile to support

3.#สิ่งที่ตำราเลี้ยงเด็กเขียน_เค้าไม่ได้เขียนถึงลูกเราไง

After having a baby salad, a lot of stickiness to a textbook.
What the doctor is very upset about.
Sleep schedule and kid's milk meal
Kids will start sleeping long at 4-6 months old.
Let us practice to finish the late night milk.
REALLY!!!
At 4 months, my kid still wake up every 2-3 hours. At night. At night.
And after 6 months, the textbook doesn't tell us that when teeth grow.
Kids will hurt and wake up crying late night again.
At 8-12 months, when you play with fun, you can sleep and sleep all night long.
Some time find new talents in the middle of the day
Like know you can suck your toes and get excited. Get up to see toes show at 2 am.
The textbook is.... not wrong, but he didn't write about our kids..
Every child is different from birth.

4.#สังคมออนไลน์เป็นดาบสองคม
The doctor knows how to feel after having a baby.
When I was a social media mom that included those who had the same problems.
People who have passed that problem already.
It's like a guru to introduce a freshman.
There is good and bad because there is a new knowledge.
The doctor can't find a textbook read.
How to play nipples, how to treat nipples, white dot, etc.
Damn... Data lines like doctors who need to find textbooks, research readings, rely on these information.
The experienced one comes to tell.
Well it helps us a lot
But it's getting weird.... right where
There is a wrong knowledge set... It's dangerous.
But when someone comes to support me... this information will become.
A textbook for many more people
Which doctor has been in to fix information. Tell me the right thing.
The result is.... weak and lose.
Hey!... health safety information
#มันใช้ระบบโหวตไม่ได้
But doctors understand the group process.
So.. if you want to tell the right thing, you have to create your own space.
So I opened the page.. end.
And hopefully the knowledge from our profession that we want to share
Sincerely, it will be direct to mother and benefit children.

5.#การใช้ชีวิตอยู่กับเด็กทั้งวันทั้งคืน_เหมือนเราใช้ชีวิต #กับผู้หญิงก่อนประจำเดือนมาที่เมาเหล้า
I feel like I can't sleep.
Some scenes reflect us too.
When I'm a mother, I read psychology books.
Seriously reading child development textbook
A lot of parenting genre books.
So much for real

Doctor finds that... Reading helps us have good information. Ready for situations.
But the above information is
We need to develop our own positive thinking system.
Because when you have a negative emotion, it takes a positive energy to use.
If there were only theories in the head then.
But positive energy we don't have. We are irritated. We are upset.
We can't raise a positive child.... We can't control ourselves.

We must have a strong heart, but gentle, kind.
I have been raising kids for 5 years. I have found that I am very into Dharma
Because everything Buddha says is true and it's the solution to every problem.

6.#การเป็นแม่ไม่ได้หมายความว่า_เราต้องทิ้งความเป็นตัวเอง
There are some times when the doctor is suffering.
In fact, I am suffering because of my own expectations.
And suffering how other people will see us.

So many things that are polished with kids.
What we want you to be is not that it's good for you.
#แต่มันทำให้เราดูเป็นแม่ที่ดี
What a heavy thing to do with a 2-3 year old
I will choose the dress. Top pattern, bottom pattern, shirt, and neck.
We think it's not pretty....
If you focus on the kid, you are happy.
If you focus on us... wear this outfit.
Others must think that mother doesn't care about kids.
Here's a sample of the little things we often contradict with kids.

We will imagine the good mother that we think (go by ourselves) that society or people around expect us to be.
So we try to be that person.... but peak is

We tried so hard
But no commission to decide if it's done #good enough
I'm sad and confused. I almost forgot who I am.
Come back to settle down....
It's us, kids have to learn how we are.

Doctor can say that
Who wants to propose to doctor's daughter?
The doctor has to say that the daughter's husband is about to expect her daughter to be a housewife... you will be disappointed.
Because when he was a kid.
Mother is not a good example for him.
He always eats with rice with Amma's cooking.
The good thing is that he has a sense of humor and doesn't mind the mistake... he got it from mom 🤣🤣

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This is what the doctor wants to tell.
The doctor served as a pediatric doctor for 7 years before having a baby.

But just the first few months of parenting myself.

Make doctor #s̄ả think we know
Really we know very little about it.
.
Before being a mother, doctor is considered a good child doctor.
Textbook that pediatric doctor uses for exams all over the world. How about it?
The doctor recommended the mother to ask for counseling.
Because we also tell the information we know is right.
When I'm a mother, I'm a mother.... Doctor has learned that.
The numbers we hold firmly are just the average he chooses that information to be childish.
But in fact, each child is different.
.
The most important thing that a child doctor should give to a mother who asks for parenting advice.
Not a number that is the middle of data.
But it's a #encouragement, understanding of the problems he has to face.
And the power he receives will make him face his own problems.
.
If there are any new mothers who are not confident in childcare.
Doctor wants to confirm that everyone is.
And now my baby is 5 years old
The doctor still has to learn many things and still learning more every day.
.
Let's learn this together and doctor thinks that the page that doctor wants to open up.
Giving someone a benefit no more or less
.
Dr. Pam

P.S. Child doctor in the article is the only doctor himself.
Doctor, other children may know more than doctors know.
And he may be better than the doctor.
Doctor thinks it's an experience sharing.Translated

"I don't want you to do it because you want a reward, because of my nagging or even because of wanting to reduce Mama's workload.

I want you to do it because you understand it's your responsibility and it's only right to do a part to help out in the house you live in and help each other too."

Yup, when it comes to disciplining the kids, I am of the belief that while force creates resistance, good relationships build autonomy. It's taken us a long way, coupled with lots of long-windedness, to get here but at least these three now know to come over and lend a hand whenever it's laundry time. The girls also keep their own clothes afterwards and tidy their own wardrobe too. Even if it's a little messy by most standards and the clothes are not perfectly folded, it's something we can live with.

Now that I have a couple of hours free on weekday mornings, I do try to take over a good part of this never ending chore. But on some days, I can't help but think that I should wait to do it when they are home so that they don't take it for granted that their clothes will be washed, hung, folded and ironed for them day after day.

Remember how we rejected a sponsored dryer when we moved in and I was apprehensive about it for a while? I think it turned out to be a good decision because it gave me a chance to inculcate a sense of responsibility in the kids and we've managed to find our rhythm too. (The hubby also helps me out if we have late night washing to do and I do appreciate that too. Quite romantic to hang the clothes together after the kids go to bed, hor?)

Well, it's not that I love doing the laundry but it's also not like I dread it nowadays too, you know, thanks to their company, their high pitched singing and all the stories they tell.

#ahappymum #asahmstory #kidscandochorestoo #letthemstartyoung #thisishowwedoit

? Baby, can we talk? ? Trying to talk to someone in 2020 is hard. TALK2U is about that struggle.

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SO HYPE to share my first original collab release, featuring the amazing @Jacobi! Inspired by the likes of Brandy & Kehlani, TALK2U pays homage to iconic 90s R&B duets with its sensual songwriting and performance.

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Written by: Neil Fletcher & Elise Go
Produced by: David Bakhash, Ben Barsocchini, Elise Go
Guitars by: Miles Nalasa
Mixed / Mastered by: Thomas Iannello

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Directed by Jordan Hwang
IG: @jordanhwang
Website: http://www.jordanhwang.com

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Credits:
Director / Producer / Editor: Jordan Hwang
Director of Photography: Darren Samuels
Production Designer: Olivia Amalia Temblador Ferguson
Key Grip: Sam Kim
Gaffer: Wooho Kim
Art Dept: Gabe Ferguson
Makeup: Elise Go
Hair: Linda Shih
On Set Photographer: Bert Alexander
Logo: Emmanuel Guzman

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Lyrics:
Damn
It's been a while since I've seen ya
No calls, no texts, no likes
Yeah
Boy, I'll admit that I've been missing ya
I'm thinkin' 'bout you all night

Body on mine
I need it now, now, now
Want your lips for my kissin'
Boy, let's go down, down, down
Why you gotta make me wait
You know it's never too late, you're more than
Welcome to stay
Won't push you away, 'cause babe

I just wanna TALK2U
Boy can you give me an answer
No we don't communicate like we used to
I really wanna get through and TALK2U
'Cause if you let me through
The things that we could do
If you let me TALK2U

Yeah yeah
Yeah yeah
Yeah yeah
I just wanna TALK2U
Yeah yeah
Yeah yeah
Yeah
Baby let me TALK2U

Damn
Been way too long since I been feelin' ya (Feelin' ya)
You're the only one that gets me high
Yeah
I won't forget about that feelin' ya
That touch, your face, those eyes

Right into mine, you spin me round, round, round
You're the one I've been missin' boy (Girl) let's go down, down, down
Why you gotta make me wait (Uh)
You know it's never too late, you're more than
Welcome to stay
Won't push you away, 'cause babe

I just wanna (just wanna talk) TALK 2 U
Boy, can you give me an answer
No we don't communicate like we used to (like we used to, like we used to)
I really wanna get through and TALK2U
'Cause if you let me through (If you let me through)
The things that we could do, (Oh)
If you let me TALK2U

Yeah yeah
Yeah yeah
Yeah yeah
I just wanna TALK2U
Yeah yeah
Yeah yeah
Yeah
Baby let me TALK2U

You're the one that's in my head
When I'm all alone in bed
And it drives me crazy just to know you're somewhere else instead
Keep the memories close to me (Close to me)
But I still need your body (Body)
I check my phone so desperate just to know where you might be (I)

Think about you all the time (All the time)
In my mind I fantasize (Fantasize)
Us laying side by side (Oh)
Your eyes lookin' into mine
Baby hear me out (Hear me out)
I gotta know if you're down
We could make it if we tried
I just gotta do this right

Baby let me TALK2U (I wanna TALK2U)
Boy, can you give me an answer
No we don't communicate like we used to
I really wanna get
Through and TALK2U
('Cause if you let me through) I been spendin' all this time
(The things that we could do) Gotta work it out or try to get you off my mind
Baby can we talk (Whoa)
Baby, tell me
Why you gotta make it so difficult?

Fujii Kaze - "Mo-Eh-Wa"


▶︎ Kaze talks about “Mo-Eh-Wa”
https://youtu.be/9bgDC7KfaFs

▶︎ “Mo-Eh-Wa” Behind The Scenes
https://youtu.be/_dX8HS0AEMk



Director : Spikey John(GROUNDRIDDIM)
Cinematographer : Seiya Uehara(GROUNDRIDDIM)
Steadicam OP : Daichi Hayashi
1st Asisstant Cameraman : Shinnosuke Mizuno
2nd Asisstant Cameraman : Kohei Shimazu
Stylist : Keisuke Kanou
Hair artist&make up : Tomomi Taniguchi, Chihiro Tsurunaga
Colorist : Ben Conkey
Production assistant : Kaishu Kamotani,Nana Haruyama,Saki irie,Kioshi
Production manager : Takahiro Kawahara(cekai)
Line Producer : Yusuke Sekiguchi(GROUNDRIDDIM)
Producer : Yoshikazu Takano(GROUNDRIDDIM)
Produced by GROUNDRIDDIM



☆ 05.20(wed) release 1st ALBUM "HELP EVER HURT NEVER"(CD)
▶️ https://Fujii-Kaze.lnk.to/HEHN

1. Nan-Nan
2. Mo-Eh-Wa
3. YASASHISA
4. Cause It's Endless
5. Flavor Of Sin
6. Cho Si Noccha Te
7. Tokuni Nai
8. I'd Rather Die
9. Hey Mr.Wind
10. SAYONARA Baby
11. Kaerou


【First Edition】 ¥4,000(+tax) UMCK-7064/5
＜Bonus＞
・Special booklet
・HELP EVER HURT COVER ＜11 songs＞
1. Close To You
2. Shape Of You
3. Back Stabbers
4. Alfie
5. Be Alright
6. Beat It
7. Don't Let Me Be Misunderstood
8. My Eyes Adored You
9. Shake It Off
10. Stronger Than Me
11. Time After Time

【Normal Edition】 ¥3,000(+tax) UMCK-1659
【Digital】 ¥2,100(+tax)

iTunes Store: https://itunes.apple.com/jp/artist/%E8%97%A4%E4%BA%95-%E9%A2%A8/1486113150?app=itunes&at=10I3LI&ls=1
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/6bDWAcdtVR3WHz2xtiIPUi
YouTube Music: https://music.youtube.com/channel/UCxjfYUXFwmjUCGHMeBri5_w
Amazon Music: https://music.amazon.co.jp/artists/B0819FY3KC?ref=dm_sh_e043-549a-9e40-b221-a1efe
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Official APP: http://c-rayon.com/fujiikaze/
Official site: http://fujiikaze.com/
Instagram: http://Instagram.com/fujiikaze
twitter: https://twitter.com/FujiiKaze


I'm Over It
Written by Fujii Kaze
Prod by Yaffle

Mixing Engineer Masahito Komori
Recording Engineer Yoshimasa Wakui
Recorded at Bunkamura Studio / studio MSR
Mixed at ABS RECORDING STUDIO
Mastering Engineer Tsubasa Yamazaki
Mastered at EELOW

Drums Leon Yuki
Electric Guitar Bunta Otsuki
Acoustic Piano & Rhodes Piano Fujii Kaze


Now let your wings spread, from here
Cause you've been stuck for too long
It's time you let go of the pleasure you've worn out
Lighten your heart from now on
If you wanna walk freely
You're not afraid of people passing by or even the past

Everyone is wandering around the streets late at night
Not knowing where they lead, where we're going
Don't look down, Don't be scared
Knock on the door you have closed

It's over now. Let me say it before I hear you say it
That's enough. Do the best you can, then leave the rest to Him
Alright then. I'm gonna be free.
If I had to shed a tear I'd rather laugh it off, Ahaha...

Wounds will eventually scab over
Then soon it will fall off, Goodbye
Wish my heart could heal like that
Don't get me involved in a mess
We would end up hurting each other, foolishly
Over and over again

I'm out, I'm out of these foolish games
A chilling wind was blowing into the night
Don't be shaky, Step firmly
Let yourself flow as your inner wind blows


I'm over it. Let me say before I hear you say it.
I'm fed up. Sorry that I can't deal with this shit anymore.
I've had enough. It's time to be free.
If I had to shed a tear I'd rather laugh it off

The night goes on and the morning light is coming

No more, no more false hopes that you give to me
No more, no more bullshit that you say to me
Let it go, All the things that you wanna let go of,
Cast them all away to the sky right away
I've had enough. What is important? Choose wisely
"That's not necessary" If you think so, just let them go
Alright then, I'm gonna be free
If I had to shed a tear I'd rather laugh it off, Ahaha...

這是舌頭打結的好歌之一


For all the years that I've known you baby 
I can't figure out the reason why lately you've been acting so cold 
(didn't you say) 
If there's a problem we should work it out 
So why you giving me the cold shoulder now 
Like you don't even wanna talk to me girl 
(tell me) 
OK I know I was late again 
I made you mad and then it's throwing the pan 
But why are you making this drag on so long 
(i wanna know) 
I'm sick and tired of this silly games 
(silly games) 
Don't figure that I'm the only one here to blame 
It's not me here who's been going round slamming doors 
That's when you turned and said to me 
I don't care babe who's right or wrong 
I just don't love you no more.

Rain outside my window pouring down 
What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry 
Feeling like a fool cause I let you down 
Now it's, too late, to turn it around 
I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry 
I guess this time it really is goodbye 
You made it clear when you said 
I just don't love you no more

I know that I made a few mistakes 
But never thought that things would turn out this way 
Cause I'm missing something now that your gone 
(I see it all so clearly) 
Me at the door with you inner state 
(inner state) 
Giving my reasons but as you look away 
I can see a tear roll down your face 
That's when you turned and said to me 
I don't care babe who's right or wrong 
I just don't love you no more.

Rain outside my window pouring down 
What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry 
Feeling like a fool cause I let you down 
Now it's, too late, to turn it around 
I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry 
I guess this time it really is goodbye 
You made it clear when you said 
I just don't love you no more

Don't say those words it's so hard 
They turn my whole world upside down 
Girl you caught me completely off guard 
On the night you said to me 
I just don't love you more.

Rain outside my window pouring down 
What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry 
Feeling like a fool cause I let you down 
Now it's, too late, to turn it around 
I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry 
I guess this time it really is goodbye 
You made it clear when you said 
I just don't love you no more

作詞/作曲：Craig Ashley David / Mark Hill

《Don't Love You No More (I'm Sorry)》歌詞 © Warner/Chappell Music, Inc, BMG Rights Management


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