HI HI TO ALL MY HAPPY ‘TAP” FAMILYYYY ❣️❣️❣️
I haven’t written to you all for such a long time and I do apologize so much for this. I don’t know how TIME FLIES the way it does!
I wanted to share some thoughts on this very momentous and memorable DAY in my life.. I am strolling into the BIG 6 ❤️ today!!! My BRAIN IS EMPTY!!
All I can think of is HOW GRATEFUL I am to the Universe, and to all of YOU, to my LOVING FAMILY, my INCREDIBLE FRIENDS… all this life has brought to me.. that our Planet is so beautiful and there is so much to be thankful and OPEN to.
After 60 years, chasing so many things, experiencing the excitement, ups and downs of almost all of life, months, weeks, days, minutes, seconds… and I realize, all I really desire and want, is a SIMPLE SMILE, WARMTH, UNDERSTANDING, A Heartwarming HUG, A phone call, or now, text to say HI… A Healthy and strong Body, LOTS & LOTS of LAUGHTER, CONNECTION, COMMUNICATION, LOVE, LOVE & LOVE. No matter what circumstances we run into, Rain, Thunder, Protests, Covid, it is absolutely possible to realize that ALL THINGS MUST PASS, and through the most difficult or most ravishing times, we can find comfort in holding the hands of those loving people around us. I know there is still so much more to learn while we are so BLESSED to be a VALUED GUEST on this Earth for such a fleeting moment. I feel I must keep on learning and evolving to be the BEST person I can be.
I realize that when we are born, we need so much love, feeding, nurturing, understanding, and a lot of HELP! When we get old, we need so much love, feeding, tolerance, patience, understanding, and a lot of HELP! There is no difference in the VALUE of each end of the stick. Just what we can do in between that will make ALL the difference and we all have a CHOICE in how we want to write our own, unique, wonderful, heartfelt STORY.
LIFE can be, and IS SO VERY BEAUTIFUL. The Beauty I used to understand doesn’t hold any meaning for me anymore.. The BEAUTY I HOLD TRUE is the LOVE & BEAUTY inside of ME and all the surroundings of the amazing Mother Nature. Each of us, is handcrafted so very intricately, to have all the same physical features, yet not a single one of us is a duplicate of another. We all have a brain to think, yet every single one of us does not think like any other. We ALL have a PATH, yet every one of our paths is different from each other. But we are ALL meticulously woven together, our lives, our actions are all intertwined. Every action we take, affects another. Every tree, every flower, mountain, sea, sky, clouds, animals, and all beloved creatures. We are the unique creatures, blessed with thinking, speaking & doing. I feel I must do everything I can to HONOR this special GIFT from Mother Nature. Beauty is DEEP & ROOTED & everywhere we look. I’m going to embrace everything PapaGOD & the Universe has given me.
I’m SO GRATEFUL for making it this far, in GOOD HEALTH, GOOD SPIRITS, GOOD MIND & BODY. Every day is a SURPRISE to me. Every moment is truly a BLESSING and ever so sacred. I will continue to live each BLESSED day with an open heart, open mind, and open SPIRIT. I will live each day as HIGH as I can go, no matter how low I feel. I will enjoy growing old GRACEFULLY, and make a conscious effort to do and BE the BEST I can be EACH SINGLE DAY, CHERISH & take care of it like a RARE and Beautiful JEWEL, which LIFE & our EARTH IS.
Today I spend with my LOVING FAMILY & MY FRIENDS. Well.. one loving Family is missing and in Mainland, now resting, but working VERY HARD! I’m so proud of Lam because we are so happy that he gets to SHARE his music with a WHOLE NEW GENERATION of wonderful, talented singers. It’s a GREAT BLESSING to sing with these enthusiastic Artists who can make a great difference in the world with their bellowing voices. I watch every episode with great anticipation and I hope you will too! All the Artists create their own Magic with each song & emotions!
I also would like to share with you my real and Authentic physical & Spiritual SELF!!! I just want to BE TOTALLY and ALL OF what is TRULY ME! I hope you all can accept me as I AM, white hair with my cutey wrinkles! Lam really enjoys it cos now I can keep him COMPANY & look like TWINS! I don’t know where my WHOLE self will go from here.. but I’m really going to look forward to all the natural progressions my mind and body will be taking.. just like Mother Nature.. she accepts all that comes to her and embraces it all…just as it is!
I wonder if I can remotely understand the meaning of life by now? I want to TAP (THINK ACTPOSITVE) at all times making others HAPPY & be HAPPY to see others HAPPY! I understand there is NO RIGHT or WRONG in any of our actions whether positive or negative, but only the divine consequences of those actions we choose. I feel we are BLESSED to be here with a DIVINE PURPOSE which is to help ourselves & each other. To preserve and maintain this amazing PLANET & EARTH. To evolve ourselves, & each generation, so they can pass the baton and also evolve the Earth! I also feel we are definitely NOT ALONE! NEVER! We are always in the SOOTHING, EMBRACING arms of the Divine Source Universe, and when we feel we don’t know where to turn, PapaGOD is ALWAYS there for us, ready to give us whatever we want in the deepest of our hearts with the utmost sincerity. Everything we receive is in its Divine Timing, and Divine Perfection.
With that.. HAPPYNESS & GREAT HEALTH TO ALL OF YOU FOREVER AND ALWAYS and LOVE YOURSELF as well as LOVE ALL THOSE and EVERYTHING AROUND YOU! BELIEVE ME.. ALL WE HAVE and NEED IS LOVE!!!!
MUAH MUAH MUAH with 60 YEARS OF BLESSINGS! YEHHHHHH!!!!
ALL MY LOVE!! SALLY!!!
PS. I had a great wonderful party with best of FRIENDS TONITE❣️❣️ Came home and took some selfies to shock all of U❣️❣️ My HAPPY DECADE HAPPY 6💜 GIRL (⁉️) look❣️❣️ CHEERS EVERYONE❣️❣️❣️🌹🌹🧚🏽♀️🧚🏽♀️🧚🏽♀️
HI HI 快樂的 “TAP” 大家庭 ❣️❣️
已經很久沒有給大家寫信了,對此我深表歉意。不知道時間怎麼就這樣過去了!
我想在生命中這個非常重要和難忘的日子和大家分享一些想法和感觸 —— 今天我悠然邁入了以6字開頭的歲月!! ❤️ 大腦一片空白!!
我所能想到的是對上天,對你們每一位,對親愛的家人,對不可思議的朋友們 —— 對生命所贈與我的這一切 —— 所懷有的深深感激。我們所生活的星球如此美麗,實在有太多太多需要去感謝、感激,去敞開心扉擁抱。
60年過去了,我也曾經追逐過很多,在每月每週每日每分每秒中,經歷了生命可能賦予的幾乎所有激動和起落,而如今我意識到,自己真正渴望和想要的,只是一個簡單的微笑,溫暖,理解,一個暖心的擁抱,一通電話,或者現在更流行的,問好的一條短信.. 一個健康強壯的身體,很多很多笑聲,連結,交流,愛,愛,以及,愛。無論我們遇到怎樣的狀況 —— 下雨、雷電、抗議、疫情,一直要謹記於心的是,無論如何,這一切終將過去;在最困難或最開心的時刻,我們都能握住身邊人的手,並從中找到最大的安慰或共鳴。能得此幸運,在如此短暫的一剎,來到地球做她的尊貴旅客,我知道還有太多東西需要學習,感覺自己必須不斷學習成長,才能成為最好的自己。
我也意識到,出生的時候,我們需要很多愛,需要被餵食物,需要關懷、滋養、理解,需要很多幫助!變老後,我們也需要很多愛,需要被餵食物,需要寬容、耐心、理解,需要很多幫助!人生兩端的價值,並沒有任何分別。只有在中間段,我們能選擇如何去書寫屬於自己的,獨特的,精彩的,發自內心的故事;而也正是在中間段所做的選擇,決定了我們會有怎樣的人生。
生活可以,也確實是非常美麗的。我曾經所理解的美,對於現時的我而言,已經沒有了當初的意義。現在,我所抱持的真正的美,是內心的愛與美,以及令人驚嘆的大自然所賦予的,環繞著我們的一切。每個人都好似複雜精緻的手工藝品,雖然有著相同的身體特徵,但沒有一個人是另一個人的複製品。我們都有大腦可以思考,但每個人和其他人想的都不同。我們都有要走的人生之路,但每個人的道路各不相同。然而,大家又被如此精心地連結在一起,彼此的生活和行為交織在一起。我們採取的每一個行動,都不可避免地影響著他人,甚至影響著每一棵樹,每一朵花;影響著山、海、天空、雲朵、動物,和所有其他可愛生靈。我們是獨一無二的存在,有福氣擁有思考、講話和行動的能力。所以我感覺自己必須盡所能去致敬和珍視這份來自自然的特殊禮物。美深深根植於我們目光所及的每處。我將擁抱上天和世界贈與我的一切。
我很感激人生走到了這裡,健康,精神,頭腦和身體都很好。每一天對我來說都是驚喜。每一刻都是充滿祝福和神聖的。我將繼續以開放的心靈、開放的思想和開放的精神去過好每一天。我會盡力去把每天過到最好,儘管有時候也會感覺低落。我將享受優雅地變老,有意識地努力在每天做到自己的最好,也成為最好的自己,珍惜和照顧匆匆而過的每日,好似它們是稀有又美麗的珠寶;而其實,生命和地球也的確如此。
今天我會和我愛的家人們和朋友們一起度過。對的,一位有愛家人不在這裡,他在內地,現在有空休息一下,但一直都在非常努力地工作! 我為Lam 感到驕傲,因為大家都非常開心他有機會同新一代如此出色、才華橫溢的年輕歌手們分享他的音樂。與這些富有激情的藝術家們一起唱歌是一種巨大的幸福;年輕一代的歌聲將給這個世界帶來改變。每一期節目我都有充滿期待地觀看,希望你們也會看!所有的藝術家們都在用每首歌和感情創造著自己的魔法!
我也想和你們分享真實的自我——外在與內在,容貌及心靈!!! 我只想做完完全全的,真正的自己!希望你們能夠接受這樣的我,白頭髮,和可愛的皺紋! Lam 很喜歡我這樣,因為現在我可以和他作伴,我們看上去像雙胞胎! 我不知道我的整個自我會從這裡走向何方,但對接下來身心將會經歷的所有自然旅程,我真心期待… 就好像大自然一樣,她接受並擁抱一切如它們本初的樣子!
我好奇自己現在是否可以算作大概開始理解人生的意義呢?我想做TAP (THINK ACTPOSITVE),隨時通過正面積極的思考和行動為他人帶去開心,而看到他人開心也會令我感到開心!我明白我們的任何行為,無論是積極或是消極的,都無關對錯;只是,不可避免的,選擇的行為都會帶來相應的結果。我感覺帶著神聖的目的來到這裡是一份福祉,而這個目的就是助人助己,是保護和維繫這個不可思議的星球,是持續進化發展自己和每一代人,這樣他們就可以繼續把進化地球的接力棒傳遞下去! 我也感覺到我們絕對不是孤獨的!從來都不是!我們一直都被上天撫慰著,擁抱在臂膀中。當感覺不知道如何走下去,上天總會在我們身邊,以最大的誠意給予我們內心深處最渴望的所有。我們得到的一切都有它神聖的時間表,都遵循著神聖的完美安排。
以上… 祝愿大家永遠幸福開心健康,愛自己,愛周圍的所有人,愛周圍的一切!相信我… 我們所擁有的和需要的一切,就是愛!!!!
MUAH MUAH MUAH with 60 YEARS OF BLESSINGS! YEHHHHH!!!!
ALL MY LOVE!! SALLY!!!
PS. 今晚我和最好的朋友們開了最棒的Party ❣️❣️❣️ 回到家後拍了幾張自拍,肯定會驚到你們 ❣️❣️❣️ 我的快樂第6個10年 💜 GIRL (⁉️) look❣️❣️❣️ 大家乾杯 ❣️❣️❣️🌹🌹🧚🏻♀️🧚🏻♀️🧚🏻♀️
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We survived 4 days of HBL, and today is also the start of PSLE. 💪
This time round, I never set up any schedule for the girls mainly because I wasn't very ready and since it's only 10 days 说长不长,说短不短. I have so much things not settle yet so I decided to let nature take its course. 🛶 船到桥头自然直。
Day time was pretty manageable, because the girls are busy with online work and homework. I prepare their snacks earlier which I shared on my IGS, or u can swipe left to see.
I started this in May which I shared on my blog (link in bio). Starting, they do not know how to control and finish the snacks before the "school" ends. Too bad no replenish. 😝
After awhile they get a hang of it and don't bother me about snacks, hungry etc.
They only keep calling me for IT stuff (no sound, no screen, change backgrounc) which is getting on my nerves especially when I'm trying to listen to my lecturer talking. 👹
It's not easy for us parents, it's also not easy for the kids.. although it seems like they are enjoying.. but occasionally they miss their friends, the social life they have and their emotions let out channel is greatly affected. Plus the uncertainty for those who are preparing for exam.
Sometimes not having a schedule, letting ourselves to relax awhile, it's good for our mental health.
Not sure how long this "one step forward, 2 steps back" restrictions will last.. 😅 it's good to rethink by changing our mindset so we can handle this pandemic better.
All the best to those who have kids doing PSLE! And may we all stay positive and love. 🥰
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Sometimes the most productive thing you can do is relax.
Unplugging yourself from work is incredibly necessary. As an entrepreneurs, competitive careerist or an aspiring entrepreneur, you strive for perfection, you don’t settle for good, and you want to get results in your company. However, it can have downstream negative effect in other aspects of life such as disconnecting yourself from your love ones, going to bed late, waking up stress, and so on. So, be realistic about your goals. Separate work and life balance. Understand the long-term impact of failure to unplug on your career and life. You need to have self-awareness about being a workaholic and having trouble disconnecting at the end of the day to realize the joy of unplugging.
Don’t forget, your job is not the only thing that defines you in life. 😊 Can I get a YES? 🙌
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i love u for so long 在 Nick Qiu 邱鈞侖 Youtube 的最佳解答
偷心的慣竊 x 心之怪盜團 久違的合作.
忍住難過的最後 , 想你二十四個鐘頭,才發現習慣你牽著我的手。
編曲/NickQiu鈞侖 x 林廷軒 by.編曲NickQiu鈞侖 x 林廷軒 by.Trapsoul Moonlight RBSoul GuitarInstrumental
作詞NickQiu鈞侖 x 林廷軒
MV導演:沈裕哲
鈞侖:
無聊時看窗外 不管去到哪邊都愛耍賴
還是一樣怎麼幼稚 才會走到哪都被當成沙包打
記憶不怎麼好, 關於她的事都 漸漸 快快 慢慢 忘记
不該向愛乞討 接受這份危險的禮物 不敢再 隨便丟棄
到底要多久 要多久呀
(要多久)
手機鈴聲 還捨不得 改
(捨不得改)
體驗生活 帶給我 的 壞
讓我擔心 的 想要 看
有 沒有 人 可以 照顧 一切都還好嗎
(還好嗎)
曾經期盼 早已變調
承諾 跑票 依稀浮現他姓名
把刪除的記憶列了清單
希望唱這首歌不會再跑拍
林廷軒:
在熟悉的街道上 漫無目的的飄蕩
突然想起這段感情裡我已經被她交棒
如果可以重來 我會試著不去依賴
那沒人的副駕沒有你和我晚安的midnight (midnight)
我曾經以為我們的羈絆可以殺鬼屠神(屠神)
但現實狠狠的將我變成裏世界的僕人(裏世界的僕人)
你已經學會翱翔但是我還待在原地
回憶像是萬把刀劍繼續阻礙著我前進
My girl 我想把自己灌醉
(ha boy) (灌醉)
我也為了夢想為了能和她一起入睡
害怕失去你之後的宿命 躲在置物櫃裡哭泣
一切都是逢場作戲 如同夢一樣的約定
時間的腳步從不會停 對渴望的東西依然專注
(從不會停)
如今我能夠做的事情 only write a song for u
( 能做的事情)
忍住難過的最後 想你二十四個鐘頭
才發現習慣你牽著我的手
我們都沒有錯 不該沉默 成全心中的魔
玫瑰凋謝了以後 自我 墮落
鈞侖:
S S A
這樣的結局真的 好嗎
錯的不是我 而是 這個世界
如今的我 從始至终 未曾變換
斷開迷戀
訂個期限
不再欺騙
只剩疲倦
電話響起是 昨天 (喂)
設鬧鈴空蕩 回音 (甚麼)
可惜一切 無法 暫停 (知道了)
衣櫃裡沒了溫度的睡衣 (恩 只能這樣吧)
該挽留的沒留 不該走的走 舍不得低頭 (最後一次)
最好選擇 就是離開你 ( I LOVE you)
忍住難過的最後 想你二十四個鐘頭
才發現習慣你牽著我的手
我們都沒有錯 不該沉默 成全心中的魔
玫瑰凋謝了以後 自我 墮落
忍住難過不退後 直到二十四個鐘頭
(現今唯一能提起的热情,可能就是你了吧
Still me fore the pleace)
才發現喜歡天剛亮的問候
(忍住難過的退後想著妳再過了不只48min扔掉一切扔掉一切)
用力的放開手 轉向背後 勇敢的向前走
(就會精神異常沒有人有錯,喜歡妳成了沒理由的強迫,我只想和你 墮落)
玫瑰掉落的時候 喔~ so long
(玫瑰凋謝了的同時想見你 , 不見你)
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事實上也沒有想像中的那麼難堪呢😏
不過也證明台灣是個超級自由的地方,想做什麼就做什麼,以為在馬路上尬拉琴會被側目,事實上根本沒人理我~~~大家更想看自己手機吧😆😆😆
歡迎留言告訴我更多有趣的企劃,不然也提供有趣的懲罰點子,下次換我整別人(?)
歡迎大家在沒有下雨的週末到信義區香堤大道,聽cover歌曲的live版!詳細演出相關資訊,我都會更新在我的Instagram 限時動態!
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I lost the challenge in the last episode of special event. So here's the fun game I should do.
It turned out that no one cared about me playing the violin on the crossing road.
Okayyyy it's the freedom we enjoy indeed.
We can literally do whatever we want as long as we don't violate other's right.
I LOVE TAIWANNNN.
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Another week, another cover. Let's goooo, hope y’all like this!
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i love u for so long 在 Rika Adrina Youtube 的最佳解答
NOPE, NOT FOR ME. Unless..... HAHAHAAH IM JUST KIDDING but it's a wonderful thought don't you think? I made this video cos i had so many questions about being a young mum especially in this economy... obviously i don't understand how people my age can even THINK about cloning themselves like this but after talking to Mawar, i can see the reason why now. Women are such strong beings, i cant stress this enough. Love & treat your ladies yalls (yes i am directly talking to u boys).
Fun fact: i had a terrible time editing this cos i had to watch Mawar's birthing video again and thoroughly this time so that i can add in the b-rolls.... please.... no more....
Timecodes:
0:00 - very confusing intro
0:46 - yay Mawar!
0:53 - realisation of wanting to be a mother
2:05 - what giving birth is ACTUALLY like
5:05 - body changes after child birth
5:51 - what is pantang (abstinence)?
6:36 - postpartum depression
9:33 - things that trigger ppd
10:04 - holistic reflection on the major lifestyle switch
10:48 - don't you miss your bachelorette life?
12:11 - are you sure you don't want kids?
12:54 - god is a woman especially single mums
13:33 - the pressure being in a long term relationship hahahaha
13:49 - grateful goes a long way
15:00 - outro + mother to my plants
Watch my previous video, how i braced myself for 2021:
https://youtu.be/F96jh51QUJk
You can say hi to me here:
Twitter/Instagram - @rikaadrina
TikTok - notrikaplsdontlookforme
Watch Mawar's birthing video here:
https://youtu.be/mMfxXsjq3pM
Keep up with Mawar and her journey into motherhood:
Twitter/Instagram/Tiktok - @mwrmy
Youtube - Mawar Remy
Thought I'd start including FAQs now haha:
1. how old are you? turning 23 (born in 1998)
2. how tall are you? 5ft (yes i am short shhhhh)
3. what’s your ethnicity? malay & japanese
4. what equipment do you use to film?
➭ main camera: fujifilm xa3
➭ mic: my iPhone 7 hahahaha
➭ editing: premiere pro
Song credits:
1. an awkward dinner conversation at a family gathering (piano version) - lullatone
2. the extra opportunities of a leap year - lullatone
3. this book smells like rain - lullatone
i love u for so long 在 I've loved you then, like I love you now.. - Pinterest 的必吃
Sep 12, 2011 - “ Maybe I wasn't asking you to love me, maybe I was asking you to understand, because for so long I've been hurt and for so long you've ... ... <看更多>